"Procedure"

There are so many potential blogs swirling around in my head. I have a lot to blog about for our Oklahoma trip. For now though I will just do a small note.

Tomorrow I am having a "LEEP" procedure done. You can google it if you are more interested, but in case there are any male readers I don't want to describe it. Anyways, I have not really chosen to take it too seriously b/c well... I have been busy, and Dr. Leinen said "its not a big deal" and b/c well... I could make room for fear if I chose to and I don't like fear. My 11th grade Sunday School teacher told me "fear and faith cannot co-exist." I sometimes wonder if that is true, but anyhow, it sure stops me from fearing sometimes.

Anyhow, the whole point of my little note here is to say I love our church. I am still acclimating myself to the small church feel but it is so perfect. Well and this is the biggest non-Catholic church in town. Today Maria called and asked if I had a sitter for the boys fore my procedure, and of course I didn't b/c.. basically I forgot, but she asked if she could watch them. I didn't even have to CALL FOR HELP!Then tonight I had 2 ladies from my Bible study come up to me at church and say they would be praying for me and my procedure tomorrow. Then when I got home Pastor Tim called me and said they would be praying for me too. I was like... Woah- this is something new here! It has just been so nice. There are def things we miss about TCABC but the size is not one of them (although you can totally have the same intimate setting there, I totally believe that and saw it). I also feel like I am constantly being challenged. Every time I show up to church I am... I wouldn't even called it "moved" or "touched" I am like Slammed to the ground with God's truth. It's right in my face and I so need that, not only right now but all the time.

North Dakota is home right now and that seems so weird. It was almost like a switch went off when we moved into our house and things are just different now. I like it.

Hopefully while I am recovering I can get some good blog time, so be on the lookout. Brian will be on babysitting duty and I will be in bed- WOO HOO!